I’ve been “under the weather” with a sinus infection that
has plagued me since Thanksgiving. I
finally gave up Monday and went to the doctor and got a “Sinus Cocktail” shot
in the backside. Dang, did it hurt. The medicine going in actually hurt about 500
times worse than the needle. I could
still feel the medicine under the skin at the shot location for a couple of
hours. It was a pretty strange feeling. The shot kicked that infection to the curb
quickly so it was worth the pain and strange feeling.
Since I’ve been sick through Thanksgiving and Christmas, our
house was a mess. I looked at Bill at
one point and said how do hoarders stand it?
I took over the guest room for my sewing room since the kids rarely come
and spend the night. It’s just easier
for us to go see them than for them to load up the kids and come here. One of them did come see us at Thanksgiving
and another right after Christmas. That
meant pulling a good bit of my sewing stuff out of the room and into our
bedroom so we could open up the futon for them to sleep. So for the last 6 weeks we’ve had a pathway
from our bedroom door to each side of the bed and into the bathroom. It’s made me almost claustrophobic.
I had
planned to get the house back in order this week, finish up some sewing, and do some meal planning. That didn’t happen.
In addition to the shot that knocked the sinus infection
out, I got a prescription for a new medication, Metformin. I had a horrible reaction to the new medication. Instead of the classic rash and itching, I
was dizzy, felt weak as a kitten, went from having chills to sweating like I
had been digging a ditch, all the color left my face and I was short of
breath. I was nauseous. I had severe pain from my breast bone down
into my stomach. My first thought was
that if I just sat down for a little while it would go away. That lasted about ten minutes (if that long). Honestly, I was scared. Really scared. I gave in and called Bill to come take me to
the ER. I had begun to wonder if I was
having a heart attack. I prayed almost constantly that God wouldn't let me die.
Going to the ER was as bad of an experience as what I was experiencing
physically. When we got to the ER, I was
in so much pain and was so weak that I couldn’t walk into the ER. Bill got a wheel chair and rolled me in. The attitude of the triage nurse should have
been our first clue to go somewhere else but this was our ER of choice. We’ve both always received excellent care
there.
I’m not sure if he just didn’t want to be there or if he
didn’t want to be taking care of me. Sadly,
so many in the medical profession still do not believe that Fibromyalgia is a
real illness. When we named off my
diagnosis – Fibromyalgia, Myofascial Pain Syndrome, Sjogren’s Syndrome, Chronic
Fatigue Syndrome, Neuropathy and Severe Edema – the nurse looked at me like I
had just said I was the Easter Bunny.
When he looked at my list of medications, all sixteen of them, I became
the Tooth Fairy as well. Both of us told
him that two of the medications were new and I had only had one dose of each.
When I got into a room, the first thing my nurse said was
that I had to stop breathing so fast.
Her theory that she maintained the six hours we were there, was I was
having an anxiety attack and my dizziness was a result of how fast I was
breathing. We both assured her that I’ve
never had an anxiety attack and that this wasn’t one. I was in a tremendous amount of pain and
short of breath from whatever was wrong. Every time she came in the room, she told me
to slow my breathing down because I was hyperventilating. Every time she said that, I told her that my breathing was due to the pain. We told her multiple times that two of my
medications were new and I had only had one dose of each. It was also pretty obvious she thought I was
a drug seeker. Why would I come to the
ER for narcotics when I have prescriptions for two narcotics for my fibro pain? If I was there for drugs, why did I not ask
for something for the pain? I was afraid
to take anything because I didn’t want to mask the pain until I had a
diagnosis.
The only shining star of my stay was the doctor who was
thankfully Fibro friendly. When I
explained that the pain was nothing like my normal pain, he understood what I
meant. Bless his heart; I think that was
the only thing he understood. As I was
describing my symptoms, including the feeling of my skin crawling, the look on
his face said he was confused. I looked
at him and said “this is making no sense is it?” He honestly said that it wasn’t but I was at
a loss to know any other way to describe it.
We told him that two of my medications were new and I had only had one
dose of each.
While we were there I had a CT of my head, a CT of my chest
and stomach, a chest x-ray, two sets of heart enzymes and blood work to check
my kidneys, liver, and pancreas function.
At no time did anyone address the possibility of a reaction to the two
new medications that I had only had one dose of each. I finally agreed to take pain medication and was given a second medication through my iv. Later I asked
the nurse what the second medicine was.
She sputtered and finally said it was something for the nausea. We were very surprised to find out that it was
actually an anti-anxiety drug. Had they
not given us a sheet of the tests they had run and the medicine they gave me to
take to my doctor, I would have never known what I was given.
When I was discharged, the doctor told us that he didn’t
know what was wrong but that he could assure us that it wasn’t life
threatening. He never paid any attention
to us telling him that that two of my medications were new and I had only had
one dose of each. I was given prescriptions for pain medication and an anti-anxiety drug.
When we got home, I called our daughter and told her what
had happened. Her first comment was that
it was a reaction to the Metformin. Our
son-in-law had had problems with it.
The next morning Bill took me to see my nurse practitioner
to follow up. I was in as bad of shape
then as I had been the day before. She
looked over the lab results from the day before and said “it’s a reaction to
the Metformin”. By this time, I was
dehydrated because it had been over 24 hours since I could eat or drink. I could barely walk and was still in severe pain.
The staff quickly went to work and got me on oxygen to make
it easier to breathe. Labs were
drawn. They hooked me up to a bag a
fluids that not only hydrated me but helped to flush the Metformin from my
system. We left there about two hours
later and I felt like a new person compared to what I did going in.
This all started Tuesday morning and it’s taken until today
for me to get back to normal. I’m angry
at the treatment I received at the ER.
The administration of the hospital knows that I’m angry and I look
forward to the response to my letter.
How hard would it have been for the doctor or the nurse to look up
reactions to my new medications? How
much time and money would it have saved?
I think that it’s so sad that these “health care
professionals” paid no attention to what I was saying. One of us would be telling the nurse
something or asking her a question and it was obvious that she wasn’t paying
any attention to us. She had labeled me
and diagnosed me within the first five minutes I was there.
I worked in a large ER for five years. I've seen first hand that this labeling happens for good reason many times. I know that it’s not just those of
us with chronic pain that it happens to.
I know that it’s wrong but there’s not much we can do to change the
minds of people that do this labeling.
What I pray never happens as a result of this labeling is irreparable
damage to a patient’s body. Or worse
yet, a death.
I’m thankful that my nurse practitioner was alert and
immediately recognized the problem. I’m
afraid that she and the doctors she works with are part of the last of the
health care professionals that care for their patients. I’m afraid of the results of the health care
reform that will result in socialized medicine in our country. My day at the ER will become the norm instead
of the exception. How many people will not get the care they need because they are wrongly labeled? How many people will
die needlessly?
What a terrible experience.
ReplyDeleteI have had similar ones here in Canada in ERs. Now I tell my husband that unless he is SURE I am dying to not take me to an ER. I'm not kidding.
Socialized medicine isn't much different than private anymore- the healthcare providers don't listen or are dismissive. My theory is that the "care" has gone out of healthcare in favour of the bottom line. It's all just a business: profit and loss.
Glad to hear you are feeling much better, but that this kind of experience isn't unusual anymore. Hang in there.
-Jazz
http://fightinthefibro.blogspot.com/